Fate

And yes, I believe in fate. Not in that fate which says everything will be perfect , pink. No, nothing of that. Pink only are my room walls, not the whole world, and perfect, I discovered that nothing is it long time ago. 

The fate which I believe talks about everyday, it is which says everything happen for some reason. The fate we decide by our acts. 

I don't believe in inevitable fate, neither all what has to come is written somewhere. I don't believe we were must to live a life planned for someone above us, simply, I believe all that happens is for something even we don't know never for what.  

If destiny were inevitable, then it would be pointless fight. It would be much more sensible resign and accept everything that comes. 

It would be pointless illusions, dreams, hopes Nothing would be pointless. But for me, it has. I'm one of those who think that life is illusion, take risks, fail and try again. That life is based in dreams, and if no, it is no living but surviving.

So I guess that, even it is strange and contradictory, I believe in fate... but I want to write mine. 

~Triss