All I wanted is to be wanted..

The truth is that right now I would like to run, run to anywhere, until my  lungs burn and I couldn't breath. Or maybe scream, without saying anything, but so loud that everyone could hear my voice. Screaming until get hoarse, wishing you to hear my words. Or maybe hit the walls until my  knuckles bleed and I can stop that pain that get me numb. Until all cease to be important, to get back any tear running down my cheeks. 
I only want to runaway, to lose myself, to forget... Because you know what?I don't like the way you pay me no attention. I hate your way to ignore me everyday to next, make me feel at one time as the most important person in the world.  I don't like your repetitive excuses. I don't like this silly game. I don't want anything of that. 
I want you to talk me, to look me. I want you to rub me accidentally when you see me in a hallway. I want to feel sometime that your smile is for me. I want you to look at me in the same way you look at her. I want that once, only one time, you give me the attention I offer you every second. 
I want meant to you the same that you meant to me. And I want you to know. I want you to realize. I only want you for love me. 

~Tiss