Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right know. I would know what I'm doing, or at least what I feel. I would know what do you feel. If this is correct. Wherter I'll always regret the decission that I took, without thinking too much about it. I would know what I'm doing, and, much more, I would know if I'll have to runaway at any time.  

But really, that doesn't matter. I don't care what do yor feel, because I know it will never be the same I feel for you. I don't care whether it's or not the correct way, because I'm already tired of having to do the right thing always. Tired of doing only what is expected of me, and tired of never being able to be who I want.
And for once, for the first time, I am acting without thinking, letting driven by emotions that I don't understand, because I've never felt. And it doesn't matter. I don't care where I'm leading, I don't care if we can never be the we I'd like.
But now, if tonight we pretend that airplanes are shooting stars, it wouldn't wish  understand this, or know whereit's going to take me. If you now grant me one wish, it would be not wake up from what I'm living.

 #Triss